Mormon Lives Matter

Since Bishop Allen radmall help me recover and check in Daily and meet with me weekly having eternally grateful for him and asking God to bless him weekly and sometimes daily. I thought about him frequently and owed a lot to him in terms of my recovery and marriage to renee. I called him today expressed my gratitude and was very emotional he was grateful and talked about the powering atonement and mercy of Christ and his approach and asking God to help him as a new bishop. I told him that I've been sober in recovering for 6 plus years and he was very grateful. He also talked about outside the Bountiful Temple he spoke with my dad and it was wonderful to share words and tears with my dad. It is a privilege and a blessing to have these kinds of incredible relationships born out of pain and sorrow that turned to Joy and spiritual connection. I'll never forget hugging him in the temple of right after our sealing. 

We watched season 43 of survivor and were shocked that Gabler swept the vote and donated the $1 Million to veterans. He said that he is rich with his wife and kids and said it was a team effort and also highlighted Ryan's dad who is a vet. He was gracious and positive in thanking the jury and making history. It was a beautiful moment and I prayed for more people like him to be influential in positions of money and power. 

Book by Todd R Callister I sent to you if you have come to a knowledge of the goodness of God and his matchless power and also the atonement which has been prepared from the foundation of the world and should be diligent and keeping his Commandments I say that this is the man who receive a Salvation. Mosiah 4:6-7. There is no escaping it- our Salvation is predicated upon both and understanding and acceptance of Christ's atoning sacrifice. Page 12 On page 13 there are several misconceptions that the book of Mormon corrects

Modern prophets say that covenants and ordinances are crucial. But what about the millions who haven't had them? Or who don't understand them? Or have already a sacred relationship with Christ, prayer, baptism, anointings or other covental activities and feel uncomfortable, awkward or even stiff doing lds ordinances? I pray for understanding of that and how to reconcile my temple experience with it. (Awkward, ill prepared, scared, confused.) Versus giving baby blessings. (Powerful, spiritual, a vessel.) 

Realizing that I have recognized the incredible power of baby blessings despite Garret's disbelief and even though I don't understand why people are leaving the church. Reading the Old Testament has helped me realized I don't understand God's hand in everything and that's OK. God's Reality show could be called 'My Dumb And sinful children and how I try to help them.'